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January 6th
02:23
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I didn't ask for this, I didn't want any of this
I lost so much more than you, too late to fix it
What can I do?
It's life they say
But nothing's stayed the same
All alone, I separate myself from the person I once was
I tried to protect my heart, but who knew that turning on me it would start?
It seems like yesterday we used to be the best of friends
I've isolated myself, it's only made things worse
What do I do?
I used to know you
To grow and learn is what I no longer do
Depression has its rope around me and it isn't letting go
Wake me up from this nightmare
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The Few
03:11
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Spirit-filled Straight Edge
The few, the proud, the true
Rejects of a lost humanity
Standing the tried and true
Never losing sight
Never losing our direction or purpose
Standing true to our convictions
We walk the narrow road a path dimly lit
But we find our way through him and that's something we won't forsake
I'm not satisfied by the pleasures of this world
We want more of Him and less of us
A medium, a life of pure joy
Warriors of Armageddon
Physically and mentally strong
Our mind is clear and our path is straight
This battle's only flesh and blood
This X is nailed forever !!!
Our faith is here to stay, our edge will never break.
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Going underneath the surface I can finally clearly see where I stand
A place that's without a future
A life devoid of meaning and filled with jealousy
I hear his wicked voice scream
No hope
I hear the guilt whisper to me and it's deafening
"You're nothing you retarded fuck".
Defined by a term, they made sure to stay away
Didn't know the tracks being laid
Or what awaited the morning the sun came
My family swore to me "at least your life has meaning"
But in my world meaning is a myth
I've heard it so many times I have begun to think
I'm truly worthless
Come and rest your eyes and find your peace
Take rest in knowing that you're safe with Me
I am the One who has always known your name
So trust in Me
I'm not worth it
(You are)
I'm too flawed
(You're not)
Cursed with this mind
(I can do so much with you)
I can't escape the guilt
(I'll take it from you)
This autistic guilt is eating me alive
Reminding myself why I'm looked down upon is a blessing and a curse
Make my parents cry
Make their spirits die
The disappointment I bear
You've told me who I am
I'm not worthless
I will seek your face day-to-day
Year-to-year
I tear my rob and cry out to you
In the end
All I wanted was to make you proud and for you to see the things in me I can't see in myself
And I'll scream until my face is hot, don't let me rot
I'm sorry for who I am and I'm sorry for what I am
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Perseverance Texas
Central Texas Hardcore
xSamuelx - vocals
xAveryx - Guitar
Jason - Bass
xHunterx - Guitar
Jimmy - Drums
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